I hate bad memories. I hate accidently reading an old message or seeing something that reminds me of bad memories. I wish i could do anything just to erase them from my head. Im so tired of feeling like this. Im tired of remembering old times and old friends and people that i used to be able to sit and laugh with for hours but now its just so different it hurts. I hate change. I hate revelation. I hate not knowing whats going to happen next...

havn't posted in a long time. i dont really do much. not much intertesting is going on really... my life pretty much consists of school, practicing my sax, listening to music, running, making/eating dinner, and sleeping. yeahh. good update, i know.