i hurt. and i say things i dont mean. and i just want this to be over. all of it. i want to crawl into a hole and close my eyes and melt away. im so through.

choose your battles

thats a statement i really need to embrace. sometimes its good just not to argue for the sake of not being heard. to many emotions at once cause things to be said that you dont really mean. well, they may be meant in to moment, but they make you feel like crap after the fact. #experience

I've learned two things this week. You can't hold on to things that mattered yesterday, and never let go of the things that will still matter tomorrow.

sometimes it hurts to be a speck.

finally.

ive finally let go of everything. ive found that i am merely a speck on the face of the universe and what i do in life really doesn't matter. i am here for a reason, but that reason is for me to figure out. i will try to be as good as i can. i will not judge. everyone is only trying to do the best they can for themselves. its not my job to tell them how to do their life right. ive found love. love that i cant get away from. it feels great and im not letting it go for anything. its more than ive ever felt before. i dont even care anymore. its just gonna happen. theres a time for everyone. i think this is mine. no. i know this is mine.