wait, what? things are actually going the way i've wanted them to all along? that's pretty crazy. but i love it(:

can you talk to me about something real? a little substance in our conversations would be nice. i like meat. im a big girl. i can chew it. i wont choke. i promise.

Through.

im tired of being good. im tired of not being trusted. im tired of being 12 again. im tired of crying every night. im tired of feeling like shit and having to look like im fine. im tired of thinking to hard. im tired of trying. im tired of this. im just tired. im going to bed. goodnight.