okay heres my new years bit.

so much has happened. i typed this big long note on my ipod 2 nights ago about '10 but i don't feel it is appropriate to put on a public blog. this year has held heartbreak. loss. deception. its been filled to the brim with tears. but i think those were overcome with happiness. though there was loss, we found something that would've never been found in any other way. we experienced something that brought us closer than we ever could've been with out it. we have missed things. not done things the traditional way, but we've become new. refreshed. better. and it will continue to grow and get even better. and that is all.