i have become...older. in a short amount of time. i am listening to jack johnson. talking to a boy. and my best friend. i think i've...changed? but i don't know how. i have embraced new ways of living. but i haven't i am the same. but different. i don't know. i have become hardened to lies. but so emotional when it comes to absence..or death..or leaving. i play guitar. and sing. and let my emotions out. whether angry..or sad..or joyful. i spend my days on the computer. listening to pandora...my favorite being jack johnson radio. i miss people. lots of them. but i'm slowly becoming accustomed to life now. hopefully it won't change again. not quite as drastically anyways. i am happy. i have amazing weekends. school is actually not to bad. i enjoy my classes. i've made new friends. but i've also lost old. but i really don't think they were much of a loss. i have few friends now. but i know they are so close and dear to me. more than any i've had before. including old ones i havn't seen in a long time...and thats all i have for now.