better days are ahead.

okay. so i know that people change...all the time. i know that people can go from good to bad in a day. or from bad to good. but theres some people that just have that personality...that no matter who they decide to be, they will always be the same. no matter who they're dating...or not dating. no matter where they spend their Sunday morning...or Friday night. some people...no matter how many times they say sorry, or call me a jerk, i will still have the same hatred, or love, for them. some people just can't change...all the way.

Some people aren't even who you think they are. i love when first impressions change. no matter good or bad. i like knowing that i know someone. being able to see through the shell that everyone grows on their emotions and seeing if they're really as happy as they're trying to seem. or as sad. i like braking through a closed door. even if there's something nasty on the other side. i just have to push until i get through. i am going to make a confession. i love school this year. its just fun. my classes are fun this semester and i've met some totally awsome people. that i had the wrong impression for the first day of school. and might still. but i love them the same. so according to the first paragraph, i always will. they're might not be perfect but i know they have good hearts.

on another note. drugs are absolutely disgusting. I will never kiss a boy that has smoked...ever...in his life. or dipped. especially not dipped. i can't believe how someone can enjoy have a piece of dirt wedged into their lip. it makes me want to throw up just thinking about it. u can trust that i will never do either of those things. talk about blehh.

this weekend is going to be good. hopefully. tonight i'm going to a pampered chef party and its going to be tons of fun and yummy food. i'm going to the ashbrook game with megan and madeline friday night and then spending the night with somebody. don't know who yet. saturday we're hanging out. maybe goin to see a movie. sunday i have church and we're going to scarowinds sunday night because we don't have school on monday :) i'm excited.